I want you to wrap your arms around me. I want to tell you how much I care about you. I want to hear my name come out of your mouth. I want to tell you about all the pain I’ve gone through so you can make it all go away. I want to make you dinner. I want to give you everything you want and need. I want to kiss you and lock my hand in yours. I want to lay in the grass and plan our lives together. I want to make you proud of the person I am. And most importantly I want to make you happy every day for as long as I live.
I miss u more and more every hour that I’m without you. I swear I can still smell u in my sheets. Why won’t these feelings go away? Instead they get stronger. I wish I could forgive myself for hurting u. I wish I could make right all my wrongs. But I can’t undo what I’ve done. I’ve made my bed and now I’m laying in it.